Mbodell, on 2012-July-21, 22:12, said:
So, how about those early morning 10am starts?
Heh. I'll just speak about my general experience. Usually in the big events, I play at like 3 (2nd/3rd/4th of spingold etc). In other events I ply at 1. On my new team, I play 1/3/4, which is the preference of both Joel and Johnny who are like me, and my partner who is used to that. Ok, whatever. But now with 10 AM start times, I start at 10 as opposed to 3, a 5 hour difference.
Now usually I go to sleep at maybe 4, so I figure with the 10 AM start time I'll go to bed at 11 or midnight. It's not that simple...some nights I attempted to sleep that early and flat out couldn't, so I went to the bar lol. My average sleep time is like 2, so 2 hours earlier than normal but I am losing 5 hours, so thats -3 hours.
On top of that, I realize my body just doesn't function as well in the morning, regardless of my sleep status. I don't know what it is, but I am definitely more alert/whatever at midnight than at 10 AM.
Maybe it's just about what I'm used to, but this tourney has been really tough, I'm getting less sleep and am less alert when I play. Of course that doesn't mean the start times are wrong/bad, other people might have the opposite feelings/experiences and it's not like they are trying to cater to me or should. It still has been hard for me. I am also not blaming my bad results on this, at the end of the day I'm a bridge pro and I have played many foreign tourneys with this schedule. I have played poorly and in worse luck than I have experienced recently (where I have definitely been lucky, you don't think of it that way but there is luck in bridge and I've clearly been running good and this tourney have run bad).
I have also had other things affect my sleep which is bad for me, mainly my girlfriend being here which added stress/distraction and also I just sleep worse when I'm not alone. As I get older (lol) I realize quality sleep is just really important for me. Again, not blaming her or anything, it's awesome having her here, it's just something new that I have to learn to get used to/optimize.
Lastly, to be really honest, Bob and I have been pretty poor on slams. Maybe this is a function of a new partnership, but it hurts the team a lot when we have a ton of slam hands and do poorly on them. I feel like our game/partscore bidding and our cardplay has been good, but the slams have not. I guess this is growing pains with a new partnership.
It is disappointing to do so poorly, especially given that I've been running good and have had good results in recent times. It has been humbling, and makes me realize I still have a long way to go. Maybe I have been overconfident (though I honestly don't think this was this). But, all you can do is move forward, remain confident in yourself but also hungry/motivated, so that's what I'll do. Hopefully we can win this swiss. I love the pressure and expectations and people rooting for me, but it sucks when you don't perform. So it goes I guess.
/Signed, the guy who lost in the R16 of the GNT (surviving 1 day), not qualifying for D3 of the LM pairs (estimating the chances of that to be about 5-10 %), the R64 of the spingold (losing our first non bye day), 7th in the mixed BAM with the best teammates ever, and hopefully the winner of the swiss!
What a great game, what a humbling game, when it's good it's great, and when it's not, it, well...it sucks. But no excuses, gotta play better and consistently if you expect to have great results all the time. I will get there, because I'm willing to work and learn and admit my flaws. But I still have to get there.